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December 2019 Christmas Letter

 


December 10, 2019

Hallelujah! A Savior had been born into the world; One who was sent to take away Sin so mankind might be reconciled to God!! The angels announced it, the shepherds believed it and had gone to see Him in the manger. The wise men later followed His star from the east and came to Herod seeking the whereabouts of this marvelous Child whom they knew to be the King of the Jews. They wanted to worship Him, but they had to find Him first. It wasn’t enough that they should have stayed at home and worshipped Him from a distance. No, they desired to be in His very Presence, whom mankind had long awaited. I am sure their journey was inconvenient, costly, and upset their daily routines. They may even have been laughed at when they told others what they were about to do. It didn’t matter. They knew they had to find Him. So they set out to do so. We do not know what they had to go through to get to where He was----only that they knew it would be worth it in the end. Yet, (some commentators say some two years later), after they finally arrived in Jerusalem where they expected to find this King, and they inquired of the worldly King Herod as to the Child’s location, Herod sent them to Bethlehem, saying a curious thing:

Go and make careful search for the Child, and when you have found Him, report to me, that I, too, may come and worship Him…” (Matthew 3:8 NASB)

These words jumped out at me as I read the Christmas story this year. We know that Herod’s words were actually uttered in a deceitful manner. However, his words are still instructive to us, many years later…

We may already know that Jesus has been born, that He is the King sent to save us from our sins---yet how much do we long to find Him—to be in His very Presence? Do we find that knowing the Truth about Him has still left us apart from Him in a far country-- like the Wise Men were when they first understood the truth? How much do we want to be in His Presence? What price are we willing to pay; what mocking are we willing to endure, what upset to our routine are we willing to put up with, to obtain that treasured end? God (who cannot lie) promises us in Jeremiah 29:13-14, “…You will seek Me and find Me –when you have searched for Me with all of your heart; and I will be found by you’, declares the Lord…”

I confess that I’ve gotten somewhat complacent and become guilty of having fallen back upon my knowledge about Christ and allowed my desire to be in His actual Presence wane, over time. ‘Life is busy and we only have so much time to do things…etc’… However, I was rebuked as I reread Herod’s words today. Knowing the truth about Christ is in no way as wonderful as knowing He Himself, of being in His actual, loving Presence. God requires of us—yes even those of us who have known the Truth for many years---to take the time to make a CAREFUL search for Him again. If we want to find His Presence again this Christmas (and always) we have to leave the far country and draw near to Him—really seek His face and long for him as the Wise Men did. We have to pay the price, endure what it costs, knowing that it will all be worth it in the end. Then, once we have found Him, whom our hearts desire, we are to REPORT the Good News to others so that they also can come and worship our King with us!

O Zion, that bringest Good Tidings, get thee up into the high mountain; O Jerusalem, that bringest Good Tidings, lift up thy voice—with strength! Lift it up—be not afraid; say unto the cities of Judah: ‘Behold your God!’…” (Isaiah 40:9 KJV)

Jesus Christ, the King has come---Joy to the World! Let every heart Prepare Him room!


Merry Christmas one and all,

Love, Joann

December 2018 Christmas Letter

 


 When the days for their purification according to the law of Moses were completed, they brought Him up to Jerusalem to present Him to the Lord…And behold, there was a man in Jerusalem whose name was Simeon; and this man was righteous and devout, looking for the consolation of Israel; and the Holy Spirit was upon him. And it had been revealed to him by the Holy Spirit that he would not see death before he had seen the Lord’s Christ. And he came in the Spirit into the temple; and when the parents brought in the child Jesus… then he took Him into his arms, and blessed God, and said, “Now Lord, Thou dost let Thy bond-servant depart in peace, according to Thy word; For my eyes have seen Thy salvation, Which Thou hast prepared in the presence of all peoples, A Light of revelation to the Gentiles, And the glory of Thy people Israel...” (Luke 2:22-32 NASB)


December 10, 2018

Simeon was a man actively waiting… What are we waiting for? We are all waiting for something or someone in our lives: a child to recover from illness, the next big promotion, our children to come home for a visit, the vacation we’ve been saving for to materialize, a spouse to come on the scene, etc. Some of us are looking forward with hope for the good we expect to be coming—while others of us are waiting in dread—for the ‘other shoe to drop’, for the divorce papers to come in the mail, for the bills to arrive for the month when the money is tight, etc. Regardless—we are all waiting for what we expect to be coming….

Simeon was an old man and was close to death. He had lived his life and had nothing much to look forward to anymore, but death—until God gave him a Promise; and it was a magnificent promise. From the very beginning of time—ever since Adam and Eve had sinned and fallen away from God in the Garden of Eden, mankind had been waiting for God to send us His promised Messiah—the Savior of men, who would redeem us from all that we lost at the Fall and restore us to God. (Gen 3:15) Thousands and thousands of years had passed without the fulfillment of that promise –to the point where many had simply stopped waiting—had given up hoping—had fallen into unbelief, and gone on with living their lives without God; without living in holy expectation of the fulfillment of his wonderful promise. Simeon, however, was a devout and righteous man— and God had blessed him by revealing to him through the Holy Spirit, that—though he felt his life was over with and there was no hope of anything good yet to come---God promised him He would not let him die before allowing his very own eyes to behold the One that all of mankind had been yearning for since the Garden. WHAT A PROMISE!! And Simeon had BELIEVED the Promise God had given him and had been living in great expectation ever since, to see the Coming One with his very own eyes. What that must have done to the soul of this old man---the joy of it must have lighted his life with tremendous happiness and peace!! He knew that at ANY moment the Messiah could appear, and he had to be ready to welcome Him with open arms. The truth was—the Messiah was not just coming for Simeon---he was coming for ALL of Israel—He was coming for ‘whomsoever will’ open their heart to Him, from every tribe and nation and people and tongue of all those who dwell upon the earth. But God had chosen to give this old man HOPE, by giving him a Promise---and his belief in the fulfillment of that promise had given him a reason to live a happy and expectant life.

Advent is not just a time of remembering Jesus’ first coming—but the time of waiting with anticipation for Jesus’s second coming to the earth, as well. And God has also given US a Promise in His Holy Word: that Jesus will, indeed, one day return to earth and establish His Kingdom once and for all among us. Do we BELIEVE His Promise to us? Do we live in Holy expectation of His imminent return—or have we gone the way of all the earth, and forgotten the Promise He has given us? If our souls are weighed down with many a care –while we look for our promotion, for a spouse, for our retirement or vacation---perhaps we are too earthbound—to temporal minded, and we need to lift our eyes up to the horizon and REMEMBER this is NOT ‘all there is’—or all there is going to be. (Hallelujah!) Jesus shed his precious blood for us on Calvary to pay the price for our sins—paid in FULL the debt we owed to God, so that we may be restored to the heavenly Father. There really IS a Coming Day of GLORY for all who Believe and who, like Simeon, have set their houses in order in GREAT EXPECTATION of the return of our loving ‘Master of the house.’ Are we ready, with Simeon to welcome Him with open arms when He comes? Or will He find us too busy with our lower, earthly preoccupations to give Him the welcome He is due? If we are missing our joy this season of Advent, perhaps we are waiting for something LESS than what-- and Who --we know we really need. The Holy Spirit is the one who revealed to Simeon that God was about to fulfill His great promise. And the Holy Spirit wants to reveal to us today this same Messiah’s Spirit among us, even now, as we await His bodily return. May God open our eyes to see His Son in our midst by His Holy Spirit, and help us conform our lives to His Image, and bring Him Glory!

Simeon was given LIFE by the Promise God gave him to live by. He was given his promise because He was devout---meaning that he took the time to call upon God, to draw near to God and give Him the Honor He is due. God has given us promises to gain LIFE by, as well:

Draw near to God and He WILL draw near to you…” (James 4:8).

“…Seek the Lord, while He may be found; Call upon Him while He is near. Let the wicked forsake his way, And the unrighteous man his thoughts; And let him return to the Lord, And He will have compassion on him; And to our God, For He will abundantly pardon…” (Isaiah 55: 6-7)

It is not by accident that the Bible says it was WISE men who sought out Jesus when He came the first time---for it will be WISE men (and women) who will be the ones to seek Him out the second time as well…..Are you discouraged…feeling lost or hopeless?? Draw near to God and Ask Him to give you a Promise from His Holy Word for you to Live by. His Word gives Life and Hope!

Praying that 2019 will find us all seeking Jesus more diligently, devoutly, and giving Him the Honor He is due, that his Second Advent will come quickly and will not be delayed. Maranatha! ♥


Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you all,

Love Joann

December 2017 Christmas Letter

 


Now, after Jesus was born in Bethlehem of Judea in the days of Herod the king, behold, magi from the East arrived…and they came into the house and saw the Child with Mary

His mother; and they fell down and worshipped Him; and opening their treasures they presented to him gifts of gold, frankincense and myrrh…”

(Matthew 2:1a, 11)

December 3, 2017

When I was a child, we were encouraged each year to make a list of what we wanted for Christmas. Of course our imaginations would run wild like most children’s, but being from a large family with limited resources, I learned early in life not to ask for, or expect too much. When money is tight, parents often give what a child needs, not necessarily what a child wants. To keep my list short, I only requested things that I truly wanted. It must have surprised my parents therefore when, almost every year, I included on my list (and got) the same thing--an Etch-A-Sketch. {This was a device whereby one could draw pictures on a screen by turning buttons, and erase the picture to start over again by turning it upside down and shaking it. I loved that toy, and was kept happily occupied for hours drawing with it, but it was always broken by the next Christmas —so I always requested another. }

It was therefore comforting to me, the first time I read the Christmas story, to realize that even though His Father had unlimited resources---Jesus Himself only received three gifts for Christmas. Now, for years I have read of the gifts of the magi and subconsciously thought —‘surely these were gifts He only needed: things picked out for Him by His Father, and not things He would have wanted for Himself.’ But when this thought rumbled about in my subconscious this year as I reread the story, it got me thinking:

Of course Jesus and His Father’s will are, and always have been, one. This means, therefore, that Jesus did get what he wanted. I wondered—‘how could that be—why would He have wanted such things?’ In meditating on the gifts themselves, I realized, not only did those gifts represent what Jesus once wanted as an infant—but they are His own ‘short list’ even now of what He wants us to bring Him whenever we approach Him. And He requests the same things year in and year out—because we always ‘break’ our gifts to Him: Myrrh, Frankincense & Gold.

             Myrrh is a resin from a small thorny tree species (Commiphora myrrha), that’s obtained by making deep cuts that cause the tree to ‘bleed’ sap. It was one of the items Joseph’s brothers took in trade for him (Genesis 37:25), was used in the holy anointing oil for High Priests and Kings in Israel (Exodus 30:23; 1 Samuel 10:1), was a perfume used by Esther in preparation for being brought into the King’s Presence (Esther 2:12) It was mixed with the wine (turning it bitter) offered to Jesus at the cross (Mk 15:23) (which He rejected since He’d told his disciples he wouldn’t drink wine again until he drank it new with them in the Kingdom), (Luke 22:18). It was purported to be the thorny branches used in Christ’s crown of thorns and thus represents the bitterness, suffering and affliction caused by sin—since thorns came into the perfect Garden only as a result of sin and rebellion. Myrrh was used as an embalming oil for burial, as it covered odors (John 19:39). It is also a healing balm used to disinfect, and cleanse wounds.

Frankincense is an aromatic resin obtained by the cutting of (in particular) the scraggy but hardy Boswellia sacra trees. The trees are tapped by slashing the bark, which is called ‘striping,’ and allowing the exuded resin to bleed out and harden. These hardened resins are called ‘tears’. Boswellia sacra trees are considered unusual for their ability to grow in environments so hostile, rugged, and unforgiving that they have the ability to grow where there is no soil; sometimes even growing out of solid rock. Therefore this tree is a symbol for resilience, strength and endurance. The initial means of attachment to the rock is unknown, but is accomplished by a bulbous disk-like swelling of the trunk. This growth prevents it from being ripped from the rock during violent storms. This feature is slight or absent in trees grown in rocky soil or gravel. Frankincense was another of the commodities traded in exchange for Joseph. (Gen 37:25 where it’s called ‘aromatic gum’) Frankincense was an important component of the services in the Temple in Jerusalem. It was one of the ingredients of the consecrated incenses offered on the sacred Altar of Incense. (Exodus 30:7-9; 34-38) and therefore, is an emblem of prayer. (Psalm 141:2) God commanded the priests to burn incense on the golden altar every morning and evening, the same time that the daily burnt offering were made. The incense was to be left burning continually throughout the day and night as a pleasing aroma to the Lord. Frankincense was also one of the ingredients in the perfume of the sanctuary (Exodus 30:34), and was used as an accompaniment of the meal-offering (Leviticus 2:1; 2:16; 6:15, 24:7) When burnt it emitted a fragrant odor, and the incense was a symbol of the Divine name (Malachi 1:11, Song of Solomon 1:3). It was often associated with myrrh. (Song of Solomon 3:6; 4:6). An especially "pure" kind, ‘lebhonah zakkah’, in Hebrew, was presented with the showbread (Leviticus 24:7)

Gold— Historically, the value of gold was rooted in its relative rarity, easy handling and minting, easy smelting and fabrication, resistance to corrosion and to most acids, etc. As a precious metal it’s been used for coinage, jewelry, and other arts throughout recorded history. Gold's high malleability, ductility, resistance to corrosion and most other chemical reactions, and conductivity of electricity have led to its continued use in corrosion resistant electrical connections in all types of computerized devices (its chief industrial use). In all ages, gold has served as an article and store of enduring value. Unlike silver, it is highly resistant to oxidation and corruption. It is soft and malleable, warm and beautiful, and holds its value over long periods of time even as other goods and commodities rise and fall. As such, gold has become a universal symbol of love. For example, gold is commonly used to make wedding rings, serving as a symbol of the love between the two partners. In a religious context, gold especially symbolizes spiritual and heavenly love—and, of course, divine love. That is why the most sacred articles of the Tabernacle were to be made of gold, overlaid with gold, or interwoven with gold (Exodus 25:10-40; 28:6-30; 30:1-10), and also why the streets of the New Jerusalem, are made of “gold as pure as glass” (Revelation 21:18,21).

 Christ’s Christmas list is so very short…shall we not give Him what he asks of us?

 We offer the heart of Jesus the healing balm of Myrrh, when we HUMBLE ourselves before him, coming into His Holy Presence, realizing & acknowledging he was sold into bondage in our place and died on our behalf, that He wore the crown of thorns for our sake and acknowledge Him as our King and High Priest. As such, we now willingly agree to die to our self-wills and accept the bitterness, suffering and afflictions of this life which will come to us, as we enter into the fellowship of His sufferings. Such humbling brings us to the Blood of Christ, represented by the bleeding sap—which will cover, cleanse and disinfect the stench of our sin before Him.

We offer Christ the gift of Frankincense when we CONSECRATE our service and sanctify our hearts for consistent COMMUNION with Him. Once we are Christ’s, the Holy Spirit will show us those things that are not in keeping with Christ’s will for us, and will gently show us what needs to be ‘stripped’ from our lives. Despite our tears, we must remain consecrated to Christ regardless of the cost or what storms may assail us. We are to cling to Him and commune with Him in constant prayer, even when there is nothing else on earth to support us; and He will strengthen us and enable us to endure to the end. As His priests we are to intercede for those He has brought around us, sharing His Love and Gospel truth with them, and bring their needs to Him. As such, our prayers will be a soothing aroma before Him—well pleasing in His sight. (2 Corinthians 5:9; 1 Peter 2:5) By clinging to Him in obedience, He will keep us from being torn from our Rock in any storm we may have to go through. We offer all we do with the sweet aroma of Frankincense of the Name of Jesus—though whom only are our sacrifices pleasing to God.

We offer our Beloved Bridegroom the Precious gift of Gold when we express our FAITH & TRUST in Him by allowing His Divine Love to rule in our hearts. When His Love abides within us, we will find ourselves to be easily molded to His will, able to both receive his Word as well as conduct it to others without the corruption of our own acid influences. Our manner will be soft and warm, even when correcting those who oppose God. He will be able to more fully stamp His Image upon our lives, making us a rare jewel in His crown. Our hearts’ deepest LOVE is what Jesus yearns for and deserves, and our trust in Him is what will most perfectly expresses it.

             As for myself, I have but a single wish this Christmas—and this year, it is not for an Etch-A-Sketch: That God would fulfill the following verse in the lives of all of us….

 “In this you greatly rejoice, even though now, for a little while, if necessary, you have been distressed by various trials, that the proof of your faith, being MORE precious than gold, which is perishable, even though tested by fire, may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ…” (1 Peter 1:7)

Merry Christmas to you all

                Joann

Saturday, December 10, 2016

December 2016 Christmas Letter


“But as for you, Bethlehem-Ephrathah, too little to be among the clans of Judah, from you One will go forth for Me to be ruler in Israel.  His goings forth are from long ago, from the days of eternity…”
                                                                                      (Micah 5:2  NASB)

                                                                                                December 10, 2016

    I have always found it interesting that the Christmas story in Matthew actually begins with His geneology. “The book of the geneology of Jesus Christ, the son of David, the son of Abraham…” (Matthew 1:1). I was recently  working on my own family geneology  and was amazed as I considered all those who came before me, in order to get to me. Who were these people, and what did they have to go through, in making me the unique person I am today? Some were born in France, others Ireland, England and many in Quebec. One woman was from the nobility in Canada and was disowned for marrying a commoner, etc. All had their own unique story and place in my history. 
   The genealogy of Jesus Christ is different, however. For, though Matthew’s version of it (Matt chpt 1) traces him back to prove he is the son of Abraham  & David --and thus in line to be the rightful Messiah, Luke’s version of His genealogy  (Luke chptr 3) actually traces Him all the way back to Adam, and declares Him the Son of God.  So, who we are from is important. Where we are from also makes us who we are as well. Jesus was born in Bethlehem. The same Bethlehem-Ephrathah that Micah told us was the ‘runt’ of the clans of Judah. I like that. God has often chosen the ‘runts’ of the world to accomplish his purposes—those whom others consider not even worth mentioning—who they may even want to disown for being different.  When the prophet Nathan was sent to anoint the new King of Israel, David’s father and brothers were so sure he didn’t matter, that they did not even call him in from caring for the sheep, for the ceremony.  You can imagine their surprise then when it turned out God wanted ‘the runt’ of the lot to rule over them—over all Israel!! So when the Christmas story tells us that Jesus was ‘born in Bethlehem’, it is telling us, that God has once again chosen the runt—that Jesus deliberately became the runt among His own people, Israel, to come to the world and make all men know they matter with God! No one is insignificant to Him. We are all desired by Him! Hallelujah! 

   But who we are, and where we are from, is not the most important thing about us; nor is our occupation, regardless how lofty a position we may hold. Nicodemus, was the head Rabbi/teacher of all Israel when he was told by Jesus what the most important thing was for a man, as he approached Christ secretly by night to inquire of Him. Jesus told him the real secret of Christmas, the real secret of a successful and fulfilling life: “You must be born again.” Nicodemus responded much like you probably are—“what do you mean by that? How can one be born a second time?” Jesus explained that, there is a spiritual birth a man must have before he not only understands spiritual things, but also before He can be received into heaven. For, just as the Holy Spirit overshadowed Mary, his mother, and brought Him to her womb, so too, must the Holy Spirit come upon our own hearts and bring forth a new birth within us—that Christ must be formed within us, be ‘born’ in us, creating us as ‘new creatures’ (2 Cor 5:17). Paul tells us in Colossians 1:26-27 that this is “the mystery which has been hidden from the past ages and generations; but has now been made manifest to His saints, to whom God willed to make known what is the riches of the Glory of this mystery among the Gentiles—which is: CHRIST IN YOU, the hope of glory!”
    This is the most important thing about a man—has he been born again? Has he received the very Life of Jesus Christ within his heart, and been born of the Holy Spirit? Not, ‘is he a member of the Church’; nor ‘is he a Bible teacher’---for Nicodemus was all of those things already; in fact was he was the CHIEF of those things in Israel---yet Jesus told him that it was simply not enough….Jesus told him “You MUST be born again!” It wasn’t optional. It was the only way back to reconciliation with God the Father; that way which our father Adam had lost for all of us when he fell in Eden. But God had sent His Son Jesus to Bethlehem, and then to Calvary, to provide the way for us to return to Him—to provide the way to restore us to Himself, and the glories of heaven. . . Christmas is about Jesus being born the first time in Bethlehem. But it is also about His coming to provide the way for our own second birth-- into His Kingdom.

    So this Christmas I tell you a mystery---a secret that most will never understand---you must be born again, you CAN be born again!!—and I ask you---have you been ‘born again’?? There is nothing a man can do to make such a birth happen, any more than he did the first time he was born. “The wind blows where it will” Jesus told us. We can no more control the Holy Spirit than we can the wind. We must wait upon His coming—watch for Him, long for Him—but do so expectantly---knowing He will indeed come to us in His own time. What we must do while we wait is humble ourselves before Him; admit we are not worthy to receive His pure life within us—admit we do not deserve to be a part of his people---yet tell Him we do long to be restored to Him. We must confess our sinfulness to Him, and cry out for the deliverance that Jesus died to bring to us…Call upon the Holy Spirit to come into your heart this Christmas, and give you the New Life that Christ died to bring to you. Call upon Him; Cry out to Him, and do not give up until you can truly say in all sincerity that he has indeed had mercy on your soul and been born in you!
     YOU are meant to be the ‘Little Town of Bethlehem’; the runt that God does not want to overlook, or cast out. The original hymn “O Little Town of Bethlehem” had 10 verses. (see below for the link to all 10 verses)  However verses 6 & 9 especially make my point this Christmas. I pray you will indeed ‘receive’ the gift that God has sent you this Christmas, and be born again.    


No ear may hear His coming,
But in this world of sin
Where meek souls will receive Him
Still the dear Christ enters in….

O Holy Child of Bethlehem
Descend to us, we pray
Cast out our sin and enter in
Be born in us today!


Here is the link to the 10 original verses…     and Merry Christmas!!    Joann
http://www.songlyrics.com/traditional/o-little-town-of-bethlehem-lyrics/              

Monday, September 19, 2016

Window Shopping

 
 

These are the things I wonder
As I gaze through the window of your world--
watching your lives unfold before me
from the outside:

What does it feel like to have a man say
"I love you"--and really mean it
To have him NOT want to walk away;
to hear the heartfelt proposal you've hoped for?

What's it like to feel a new, separate, life
move within you
or hear the cry of your own creation
and see your reflection in a child's face?

What is it like to have a man come home to you
who considers you his home---
more than the house?
to have someone willing to work his fingers to the bone
--just to see you smile?

What is it like to have an anniversary
that you share with another person; to be a part of an 'us';
and no longer just a me, myself, or I?

When you are scared --to be able to roll over
and find someone's arms to hide in
or cry in--and not be made to feel foolish for having needs?

I wonder if, when you look through my windows
if you ever wonder -- what it is to be confined
to a lifetime of solitude; a lifetime of longing--
--of unfulfillment. A LIFETIME!
Do you know what it is to ache for a child that will never be
as you stand cursing yours, for irritating you? 

Can you comprehend the frustration of such a woman--
watching you disrespect your man--
your imperfect gift from God?
Some of us would settle gladly for imperfect husbands,
for spoiled-rotten, ungrateful children.
Some of us would be glad
to have the heartache of really living
and not merely existing.

These are things I wonder,
as I sit at home alone
watching my TV
and petting my cats....

~Joann Longton~
September 19, 2016

Monday, July 27, 2015

How have the Mighty Fallen!




My parents on their 68th anniversary


 Originally written on August 24, 2014 upon the passing of my wonderful father into eternity
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To all my wonderful family---

Today we lost our father, our grandfather, our great-grandfather, our in-law, etc.  Though few can suspect it yet, who are not related to us, the world has also lost a great soul as well. I do not mean great in the typical way the world counts greatness—he left behind few possessions; he never managed to acquire much wealth that wasn’t already owed to someone else somewhere, and he never lead any army into military battle etc. However he was great in CHARACTER. Great in the way the world deeply longs for greatness-- but rarely sees. Great in that he reflected to the world, and especially to those of us who knew him best, more of the Image of God than most of us have found elsewhere in our travels. Things like FAITHFULNESS, HONOR, HUMILITY, TRUSTWORTHINESS, DEPENDABILITY, COMPASSION, PATIENCE, KINDNESS; all wrapped up in a servant’s heart.  Many men possess some or a few of these qualities in good measure. But we were blessed to find them all residing in him at once. That is why so many of us struggled with the pain of not being able to have as much time or develop as much of a relationship with him as we wanted—we felt cheated to have to share him with so many others when we needed him more for ourselves. But he was only one man. How one man was able to divide himself among so many needy little people without losing his mind is astounding to contemplate. He did it though--by never taking time for himself. Rare were the fishing trips that, even there, he didn’t have to take someone with him for company. But he didn’t complain. He merely used it as time to give us even more of himself than we were normally able to get. He stayed with his wife FAR, FAR beyond the limits that most of us—even the ones who love their spouses the most—could have or would have endured. Why?-- I asked him that once. He told me that when he made his wedding vows he knew he was not making them merely to my mother, but to God as well; and that even if he could walk away from my Mom, he could never walk away from God, and still have his honor. He intended to keep his vows until death as he had promised. And so he did.

I could stop writing right there and it is enough to meditate on for the rest of our lives. But he was so much more. He had such a big heart---such a reflection of God’s welcoming love. He didn’t care or hardly noticed that some of his grandkids were bi-racial, or mentally challenged etc. They were just his grandkids; “the kids” he called them. They were all his, and he loved them all dearly. If you were related to him you can be completely assured that he prayed for you on a regular basis. That he worried over you when you were having difficulty. That if he was able, he would sell what he needed to keep himself, in order to get money to keep you out of jail, or from being evicted. He never complained that it meant he was paying the consequences for your actions---because he loved you. It was just something he regarded as his role as your relative. In this also he reflected to us the heart of God, who paid the ultimate consequence for our mess, in sending his Son Jesus to die to set us free.

I believe in eternal security today. I believe God will always forgive me and stand by me. Why—merely because the Bible says so? No. That should be enough. But I have the added benefit as my father’s daughter of having had his living example: If my dad, a husband who was mistreated and hurt many times over by his bride could always love her forgive her, and restore her despite herself, being only a mere man—HOW MUCH MORE can the heart of God be faithful to me who has walked such a crooked path to his kingdom? No, God will receive me there with open arms, just as he has happily welcomed my dad today; with the loving, “Well done, thou good and faithful servant”. May we his family all follow him there, by shining forth that same Image of the Glory of God to the world we have been left behind in. He would be praying for nothing less now from those of us left on earth, who have been blessed to bear his name.         You’ll always have my heart, daddy…..


He could always take my heart of stone and melt it with his love
 




God still has HIS Men


This is shared from my Facebook page
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BILL WILLARD---I want to share with the whole world what a wonderful man you are!
50 years ago, my sister married THE most wonderful man. Bill Willard came into our family when there were a lot of problems and chaos. His coming led to his younger brother Bob (ALSO a wonderful man) meeting and marrying my next older sister Nancy. Together they shephered us kids and even also helped to guide our parents to greener, safer pastures. I was 8 years old when Bill came. What a wonderful influence he has been on our entire family! Known as "Uncle Bill" to probably hundreds of people, and just beloved "Mr Bill" to so many others...he is loved by thousands, and all who know him. He helped to lead me to Christ when I was only 18 and has been better than 10 brothers could have been to me my entire life. When I left home at 19 it was he and Pat who took me in until I could afford to support myself. And many siblings since can say the same of either Bill & Pat or Bob and Nancy who also housed many of us at one time or another. He started a "Good Neighbor" backyard Bible club that was so popular in our little, poverty stricken neighborhood that he had to continue it year round in his basement once the summer was over. Then he bought a little bus and used to drive all those kids to church. So many kids were saved and follow Christ today as a result! He and Pat at one point built a 3 bedroom addition onto their house so they could take in a family of 3 kids, whose Mother was being counseled by Pat in the local jail, so they could be brought to visit her more often; as they lived too far away from her otherwise. They parented them for several years until she got out and lived near them until she could get on her feet again and get her kids back. At one point they had 7 foster kids along with their beloved son Chris. They later blessed our family by adopting 2 of them, and giving them that good Willard name. I could go on and on---part owner of the local Christian bookstore for years, they used a lot of the profit to help the needy in the area anonymously (I found out by accident) (Did you get a new washing machine and didn't know where it came from---it was probably from the Cornerstone Bookstore!) He left a massive hole in the heart of eastern CT when he moved to Texas. He had personally begun the Care and Share soup kitchen and food programs in our area that are still active 20 years later-- helping the poor and unfortunate in their time of need--which won him the prestigious Diamond Award for community service. And a diamond he surely has been and shown as in our lives. He moved to Texas and again became the heart of the church he is a part of. Being named an elder---but still the deep heart of a Deacon, he has served the elderly in the soup kitchens there, become 'Papa' to a little girl there who had no father ---and who has blessed and comforted his own heart after the death of his son Christopher. When my parents became unable to live at home anymore a few years ago, he gave up his den and his own private space with his wife, and took them in and cared for them lovingly and devotedly until they each passed away peacefully in his home last summer. Last summer he was still (at 70) out every day in the hot Texas sun mowing lawns for the elderly near him who had no one else to help them....
 

Friends THIS is what a godly man looks like! Humble, caring, and always smiling with the Joy of the Lord in his heart. Devoted loving heart, serving the needy with gladness.. WELL DONE thou blessed man of God! How we all Love you and bless you and wish you the HAPPIEST OF BIRTHDAYS this day! We are SO VERY GLAD God brought you into our world, and made us a part of your blessed Life!!!